First thing about this : what the heck.

Ah?! It's just like 6 months --- or whatever, I don't care --- I fell in love and now I am?!

Let me tell you, about my ex-crush :

I have once told him my true feelings, and it's over. No feelings. No love. And now I incredibly hate him.

Back to the topic

I don't know him well but seems he's more into his friends. He's enjoying his life with his friends (don't know exactly but that's my opinion). Even, I never say JUST a word to him. I know I always love the wrong person, and I realized that last time, the boy I liked is so akjsdnfkjabsjhawiga!!!! So what the hell, he looks like a playboy, has no talent (except to flirt the girls) <---- parah haha. Egh! Then what's wrong with the guy now? I would never reach him. Reaching for the love that seems so faaaaaaaar.

*Huhu well sorry if I'm norak or something but my blog is what I feel, what I want to say to the whole world*

I didn't enjoy my time with him. Actually I don't want to fall in love and go into a cruel love jail, where we are just stare, stare, and stare, and we'll down if he doesn't feel as we do. If I would have my next chance, please, I just want to make that time as my beautiful moment. Chances are really hard to find. I can't just stay up here and doing nothing, meanwhile there must be pretty girls out there.. And what if he attracted to one of those girls? What should I do? No wondering. I cannot do what I should do because I have a lot of negative thoughts. I've done the wrong way. At least I have to talk to him.